last week of holidays

this week is the final week of my holidays.
time seems to pass so fast when ure busy or having fun.
in my case, its the later :)
been having loads of fun wif my cuzy ever since she got back!
so much fun, laughter, joy, thrills, spills and excitement! hee.

lets recap wad i did this week so far with grace ... :
mon - trip back to TP with mingrern to have western food at biz park den walked ard, visited lecturers den TM. fie joined us for a brief period too.

tues - orchard wif grace n beckie.. eat and walk and walk and walk and window shop and walk den CP joined us den we walked and walked and den headed to changi v for nasi lemak.

wed - china town whole day with the addition of my mum, her mum, my sis (for a brief period) and dad. den met javvy for a while at nite.

thurs (today) - tennis and tanning with CP too.

fri (future/tmr) - day spent wif parentals and sis. probably mustafar mall. long time since i've been dere. i'm sure i'll be reminded of sha and arunz. oh how i miss dem.... i hope they're safe and well.

good night all.

new song discovery

a new song i discovered this evening on 98.7fm! was on my way driving home when i heard this song by Rihanna called Unfaithful.
think it is very meaningful and definately applies to relationships these days esp when committment seems to be an issue amongst many couples.
read the lyrics and try to get to listen to the song.

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

sms

scrolling thru my hp inbox i came across a sms dat my darlingest cuzy sent me on 02-06-06.
it was a wonderfully crafted sms.
and it goes smthg like:

"partners in crime to defend the world from ill-mannered pple.
to restore the sanity & humanity in each we forge ahead amdist all the obstacles.
we are team sepupuzy!"

muahahahahahaha! wad a great tagline! ;)

thurssssdayyyy

muahahahahahhaa
there's so much to cheer about! =)
i'm in a jolly good mood now!

before anyone thinks i'm psycho, here are some reasons why Yours Truly is feeling jolly.

firstly, because my darlingest awesomest wonderfullest sweetest cutest loveliest prettiest bestest greatest sepupuzy is BACK! YES! dat's right! Grace is back from Brissie! woohoooo~! :)
my partner in crime / best fren / cuzy / shopping kaki / coffee kaki / eating kaki! hee.

secondly, because today is Thursday! dat means tmr is Friday! and dat means last day of Lydia's work! which also means, it's time for Lydia to rest & relax! kick back and jus enjoy whatever dat's left of my hols. yup. and dat means watching vcds, tanning, slping, eating, reading and spending time with loved ones! esp my cuzy! i likeeee the sound of dat! ;)

thirdly, (this is linked to the second above), which is dat i'm meeting nic tmr! dinner - jap curry rice! wowww... *slurps* shiiookkkedoooossss!! :) hee.

yup. next week on there's lots to do!
things to plan, books to read, time to map out, places to go, pple to meet n bond with.
lookin forward to all that!
YES!

corpus christi

" could you not watch one hour? watch and pray that you may not enter into temptation;
the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak. "
Mark 14:37-38

the homily today was good. made alot of sense to me..
the fact that the best way to show God or anybody dear ard us that they are appreciated and truly loved is to give them our time, attention, care, concern, forgiveness and love.
esp during our busy days and schedules esp so nw dat the world cup is on, fathers may spend lesser time with their wives and kids, boyfrens lesser time wif their girlfrens n such.
well, it all boils down to being understanding.. true care and concern is almost difficult to ask for or being provided.
if we claim we care abt someone then we shud really give a damn.
it's jus like how he doesnt like it when i'm chatting wif him over the phone but he hears me typing away on msn... he knows that my attention is divided. it is obviously unappreciated. i wud say the same for myself...
time is hard to come by wif everyone's busy schedules but its abt the effort.. making it a point to bother.

its like "stop and think"
so this is "stop, think and care"

1 and a half hrs more!

wahhh get paid to surf the internet...
RIGHT.....
gdness. my mgr came in today but only for a pathetic hr den she scooted off for a brain storming session wif the other HODs. its a retreat dat takes up an entire working day.
i'm bored once agn. and lonely. heh.
so here i am blogging once agn.. surfing singtel website to chk out hps, abercrombie website (omg the tank tops n singlets r BLOODY ex!), blog surfing, sms chatting, klkk in the office (in hokkien: kiah lai kiah kee), lunch for abt 2hrs, fixing earrings, going to the toilet... yup, so eventful huh.
so its the final countdown of my wednesday.
it's alr 4.40pm now. so abt 1 and a half hrs more b4 i scoot on off. heading to city hall to meet my dearest sissy poop for dnr along wif her besties. its my sis's bday tmr!!! =)
i hope she'll like e lil surprise i'm gonna gif her tmr.
will tell u guys only aft tmr k! hehe. so bear wif me pls. thanks.
i usually suck at pulling off surprises but at least i try n do my best la huh. hehe.
okie folks! i shall go act busy n go surf the internet agn! catch ya'll another time! ;)

peace out!

boredddd shitttlesss

okie here i am again.
ranting and raving abt how bored i am in the office.
am suppose to be stamping dates on birthday vouchers right nw but i obviously am not doing so simply bcos i am unsure wad is the expiry date of the vouchers. whether its 1 or 3 mths frm date of issue.. gee. so much so for proper communication channels in this organisation man.
the GM isnt in, the FC isnt in, the FC's secretary isnt in either. my Mgr's still on MC, my other membership colleague is on leave and the last n so called final hope frm membership, she isnt as sure herself! gosh. so here i am, doing nthg else but disturbing bz pple like grace thru smses (who's studying) and blogging..
wah lao self pity man.
cant wait til lunch time.afternoons seem slightly better.
wonder wad's for lunch later...
hmm thurs's my sis's bday! haa. she's turning 26 in 2 days! and i've got approx. 134 days more to my bday!haha.. long way more til i turn 21.. but! 1 mth more til my P plate comes off! woohoo! ;) coolness! haa.
cant wait til the last week of june! wanna go read, watch vcds, slp!, rest n relax, have coffee, bonding time wif the mumz, catching up wif frens and club! haha. so eventful huh. i wonder if i can cramp all those activities in 12days or so. but i tink shudnt be a problem la! time is wad we make out of it isnt it! ;) hee.
am now waiting for my colleague to get back to me wif rgds to the expiry date of the bday vouchers... heh. shall sms qin to ask her wad she wanna eat for lunch ltr.. its a daily routine.. haha.
we jus look forward to the lunch hr(s). amazingly n thankfully the pple in dis office dun keep tabs on us so much. i like the pple in this office, they dun intimidate u too much. very friendly and warm pple :)
i miss my mgr. wonder hw she is...
the office is awfully quiet without her and the GM's secretary ard.. the both of dem bring much life to the rather quiet and monotonous work environment here.
alritey! back to stamping vouchers n typing letter!
haha take care all!

thoughtless

i need enlightenment on... :
is it always easier for pple to comment abt others before commenting abt themselves?
is it confidence, arrogance or insecurity dat makes us speak ill of others?
why do pple make unnecessary remarks especially at times when it is totally uncalled for?
is there something called self-control inside each individual?
if yes, why dont pple practice it?
why do pple follow their instincts sometimes? (their gut feel)
why should friends be taken for granted?
why do some friends allow themselves to be taken for granted?

i think, that even though sometimes, tempers dont fly does not necessarily mean there is no temper at all. it is jus dormant. it is a choice one makes to not get angry or say things out. but that does not mean dat it should be taken for granted isnt it?

sometimes, somethings, arent always the way it seems.

pics frm oriental site inspection

working life thus far...

frm 17 may to current date, 05 june 2006..
its only been almost 3 weeks and i'm dreading it.
my everyday has been sooooo monotonous...
i'm truly getting sick of orchard. haa!
and it doesnt help dat my weekdays arent all dat exciting..
the only exciting thing is probably lunch time.. get to meet frens and break away from the monotony for a bit..
i cant do much to change dat cos by the time my day ends, i'm just way too tired to do anything else.
jus like now, i'm simply at home, blogging.
i really start to enjoy the simple pleasures in life.
last weekend was splendid.
fri evening and sat. i really liked the weekend dat jus passed.
so nice to jus relax, drive ard, enjoy gd food, some sun and jus slack. haha
its been a while since i've done dat. hopefully dis sat i can catch some more sun.. i'm turning sallow... :(
working during this hols has made me see smthg.
the fact dat i wud be (god bless me) entering the working force (full-time) in abt 2 yrs.dats not very long to me. therefore, for nw, i am gonna promise myself dat i shall work my ass off at sch and enjoy sch/uni life (wadever dat's left of it) till i graduate.
i jus tink of the mths ahead and i wonder how dats gonna work out for me.
but den agn a thot passes thru instantenously.. and dat is we shudnt wry abt tmr bcos tmr will wry abt itself. live each day to the fullest and tink abt tmr jus b4 we go to bed. perhaps dat way we wont keep regretting or planning to much b4 hand.
oh well.. looks like motivational posters ard e rm aint helpin very much last sem. tink i need to tink of new ideas of motivating myself to work harder.
suggestions anyone?
mayb the last week of my hols b4 i start sch i shall go do my own posters! dis way i see my own handwritting, i have only myself to answer to!
yup! okie set! i shall do smthg. soon. haha
gdnite world. i'm off to bed pretty soon. had a long day at work. its a long week ahead too.
take care all.

2 feelings of the moment

bliss
n : a state of extreme happiness

grate·ful adj.
Appreciative of benefits received; thankful.
Expressing gratitude.
Affording pleasure or comfort; agreeable.